‎"what i want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody who will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction." -chuck palahniuk

I can't wait for january :)

back.

Hi. i have been neglecting this space for a while.

im back.

For now :)

Not gonna write much.

<3

& the long long long awaited arrival of my bbbbbffffffff <3

You've no idea how much i missed u!

& on a random note. Here's a recent photo of me and my pink -faded dip dyed hair done during one of our sleep overs :)

This post is dedicated to my beloved bffs and friends that i miss.

I MISS THEM ALL RIGHT NOW.

This first person i miss the most is ANGELINE KUANG PEI LING.

This was after we had a fight.lol We met up.

Baybeats 2005

My bff since i was sec 2. We were so close that guys thought we're lesbians.

The one that i would do everything with. study,shopping,camwhore,rebel,fight,go baybeats with,starve with so that we can save money for friday movie marathon,run to cry to,spend nights with cooking eating,learn guitar with,share first clubbing experience with,exchanging music with.

Still remembered our first convo was "ehh u know that ..YEAH song..by usher.."

ahahaha.

And my fav song i'll sing to you when u do something

stupid.

"ohhh look what u've done..u made a fool of everyone.."

and of cus

"Memories all along in the mooonlight...lalala" lol.

And how we would scribble on our tables and write each other letters or exchange notes on an exercise book to talk.

and how we would pissed the hell out of all teachers by sitting and combining out tables together :)

We refused to seperate our tables. Ms wang is forever pissed at us.

And how we would spend time remembering lines from finding nemo and

You got served..

Yes. So much things changed.

good and bad.

i hope you're doing well. Havent spoke to you in a reaaallllly long time.

And of course my lovely girlfriends.

Jam,kerina,felicia.

Jam

Thank you. Thank you for being there for me when i really needed someone to talk to me. At my lowest point... even when u're so far away. It was so easy to find you. If u're not around...things prbly be worse right now. You're the first person i think of to "run" to now when i need someone. And i really appreciate it.

Remeber the first time i met you!? aha

We were in taka's toliet and you asked " eh your hat very nice..where you get one? "

lol. i rmb the first time me and angeline saw you. We thought you guys are

gonna be unapproachable.

Thank god ure not. lol

I cant wait for you to come back!!!!! imy so much!

KERINA.

That little sister like friend that laughs at every silly thing.

The one i share and bitch to when we have relationship problems.

The one that stays nearest to me and meets me all the time when she had the time to.

We can do everything together..cooking for our bfs...lol.. watching tv series..fbing stalk

ing with..etc

KERINA KERINA. meet me soon k! :) i make u risotto again.

FELICIA my sexy girlfriend.

The one that stays the furthest away from me. nearest to my bf. lol

The one that my lecturers thought that was my sister.

The one i hold hands with and run around clubs and end up losing each other.

Thank you for being there when i needed you that night.

Thank you for being there so i could talk to someone :)

JAM, KER , FEL , ANGELINE.

PLEASE MEET SOON.

I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH U HAVE NO IDEA :(

And i miss school.

I miss the people.

The people who made school so much easier for me.

The people who made school and classes so much fun and enjoyable.

Yes, you Julia, Mia, Zuby, Daniel.

JULIA!

I rmb the first time i met you. You look really stern.

But we got along well.. rly well.

You're like the first personi look for and walk to and say HI HELLLO now.

Thankyou for BEING THR DURING THE HARDEST TIME OF MY LIFE.

yes. when jordan left.

and when someone screwed me up with the school.

You were there.

You stood up for me :)

Thankyou julia,

for being my best buddy in school!

IMY TOO.

meeetttt meeeee

MIA

The girl i sit next to in class.

The girl i watched porn with.

The girl that i love to fool around with in class.

She was always there to join me.

EHHHHH MIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA DAMN LONG HAVENT MEET YOU!

ZUBY!

The girl i fool around with in class and makes videos with and everyone would laugh at it.

The one that looks exactly like the brother when i first saw her.

The girl that would imitate characters from little britain.

"Fat Fighters.....Im a laaaddyyy.." aaha

DAN!

Without you everything feels odd. like somethings missing.

So please meet soon k. ALL OF US.

BBQ CHICKEN WING PARTY AT MY ROOFTOP :)

I MISS YOU. EVERYONE OF YOU.

AND I LOVE YOU ALL <3

Hi its been way too long.

life hasn't changed much.

I'm still in love with the boy i met on 16/04/09.

well in fact more than before.

He's been the sweetest thing.

Yes, there are bad times.

But there are good times too.

We've been together for 2 and half years and counting.

its been amazingly amazing.

i love you hon.

yes as cheesy as it gets.

i love you more than anything.

like the very first day i said those words to you.

please.

please.

Don't make me leave you.

<3

Moving on,

Life and life itself i mean..myself

it hasnt been good....

I'm trying...

& i really need a change,

NEW

Hi, im back for now.

So much have changed.

I'm 21 now

& im happily attached to a 2 year relationship with my boyfriend mr jeremy kiew

and i hope it'll go beyond that.

I graduated from school.

NOW WHAT?