im too selfish.

i took everything that felt right.

i go by the flow,

didn't seem right.

whatever i do,

seems wrong.

it feels good.

take it.

but still empty.

now what.

blank.

emptiness

more emptiness

more more.

something's missing.

and i know it will never be found again.

lost.

Nothing is funnier than unhappiness, i grant you that..

Yes,yes its the most comical thing in the world. 

And we laugh, we laugh , with a will, in the beginning. 

But its always the same thing. 

Yes its like the funny story we have heard too often, 

we still find it funny, but we don't laugh any more.

-The words of Nell

You are there somewhere alive somewhere vast stretch of time then it's over you are there no more alive no more then again you are there again alive again it wasn't over an error you begin again all over more or less in the same place or in another as when another image above in the light you come to in hospital in the dark.

-Comment c'est 

i had this dream.

or maybe it wasnt a dream.

i was alone in my bedroom. asleep not asleep. idk

i saw this blurry figure. a face. looks like him.

it came close. hugged me tight. it felt really nice.

really good.

then it started to felt a little uncomfortable. too tight.

i struggled a lil.

snap!

i forgot what happen next.

i just remembered myself walking in the forest/graveyard

with a guy idk who.

i was staring at the ground the whole time.

avoiding the tombstones..

we were walking towards somewhere.

somewhere.

??

you were taken away from me too fast for me to realize.

once your angel,

now my angel.

i love you,

always.

MY GOD.

that video......

tsuhaw thankyou :)

honey,

i drew sketches of us till 4 in the morning.

and your favorite sketch of an angel kneeling down.

i couldnt sleep.

i miss you.

wait for me.

i'll be up there with you when my time is up.

i love you.

sometimes i wish i could join you.

i love you. 

5 more days to go.

Back to school :(

I need money :(

shopping :(

pimples outbreak :(

sucks. must be all that oily food :(

and i gained weight :(

I hope i can make it in kickboxing :D

I had a dream today. 

Dreamt that u were somewhere else.

I couldnt find you.

I still believe you're somewhere with me.

Always. 

ps i love you. 

HOT 60s fashion icon

sexbomb in the 60s.

That hair. That eyeliner.

brother left singapore today.

for 6 months.

sent him to the airport with my sis and mum. 

his gf and friends were there too.

mum teared :S

Pulau ubin was great.

"duuuherr..LJ sucks and blogspot rocks cus i dont fucking know how to upload pics in lj..!"

YES.

im back to blogspot.