now&then

2012-01-03T23:14:00.002+08:00

Its 2012.

Not exactly the best New Year's Eve.

Not exactly a great start.

Sigh.

2011-12-05T15:16:00.000+08:00

‎"what i want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody who will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction." -chuck palahniuk

2011-11-30T15:05:00.001+08:00

I can't wait for january :)

back.

2011-11-30T14:41:00.004+08:00

Hi. i have been neglecting this space for a while.

im back.

For now :)

Not gonna write much.

& the long long long awaited arrival of my bbbbbffffffff <3

You've no idea how much i missed u!

& on a random note. Here's a recent photo of me and my pink -faded dip dyed hair done during one of our sleep overs :)

2011-09-22T00:19:00.022+08:00

This post is dedicated to my beloved bffs and friends that i miss.

I MISS THEM ALL RIGHT NOW.

This first person i miss the most is ANGELINE KUANG PEI LING.

This was after we had a fight.lol We met up.

Baybeats 2005

My bff since i was sec 2. We were so close that guys thought we're lesbians.

The one that i would do everything with. study,shopping,camwhore,rebel,fight,go baybeats with,starve with so that we can save money for friday movie marathon,run to cry to,spend nights with cooking eating,learn guitar with,share first clubbing experience with,exchanging music with.

Still remembered our first convo was "ehh u know that ..YEAH song..by usher.."

ahahaha.

And my fav song i'll sing to you when u do something

stupid.

"ohhh look what u've done..u made a fool of everyone.."

and of cus

"Memories all along in the mooonlight...lalala" lol.

And how we would scribble on our tables and write each other letters or exchange notes on an exercise book to talk.

and how we would pissed the hell out of all teachers by sitting and combining out tables together :)

We refused to seperate our tables. Ms wang is forever pissed at us.

And how we would spend time remembering lines from finding nemo and

You got served..

Yes. So much things changed.

good and bad.

i hope you're doing well. Havent spoke to you in a reaaallllly long time.

And of course my lovely girlfriends.

Jam,kerina,felicia.

Jam

Thank you. Thank you for being there for me when i really needed someone to talk to me. At my lowest point... even when u're so far away. It was so easy to find you. If u're not around...things prbly be worse right now. You're the first person i think of to "run" to now when i need someone. And i really appreciate it.

Remeber the first time i met you!? aha

We were in taka's toliet and you asked " eh your hat very nice..where you get one? "

lol. i rmb the first time me and angeline saw you. We thought you guys are

gonna be unapproachable.

Thank god ure not. lol

I cant wait for you to come back!!!!! imy so much!

KERINA.

That little sister like friend that laughs at every silly thing.

The one i share and bitch to when we have relationship problems.

The one that stays nearest to me and meets me all the time when she had the time to.

We can do everything together..cooking for our bfs...lol.. watching tv series..fbing stalk

ing with..etc

KERINA KERINA. meet me soon k! :) i make u risotto again.

FELICIA my sexy girlfriend.

The one that stays the furthest away from me. nearest to my bf. lol

The one that my lecturers thought that was my sister.

The one i hold hands with and run around clubs and end up losing each other.

Thank you for being there when i needed you that night.

Thank you for being there so i could talk to someone :)

JAM, KER , FEL , ANGELINE.

PLEASE MEET SOON.

I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH U HAVE NO IDEA :(

And i miss school.

I miss the people.

The people who made school so much easier for me.

The people who made school and classes so much fun and enjoyable.

Yes, you Julia, Mia, Zuby, Daniel.

JULIA!

I rmb the first time i met you. You look really stern.

But we got along well.. rly well.

You're like the first personi look for and walk to and say HI HELLLO now.

Thankyou for BEING THR DURING THE HARDEST TIME OF MY LIFE.

yes. when jordan left.

and when someone screwed me up with the school.

You were there.

You stood up for me :)

Thankyou julia,

for being my best buddy in school!

IMY TOO.

meeetttt meeeee

MIA

The girl i sit next to in class.

The girl i watched porn with.

The girl that i love to fool around with in class.

She was always there to join me.

EHHHHH MIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA DAMN LONG HAVENT MEET YOU!

ZUBY!

The girl i fool around with in class and makes videos with and everyone would laugh at it.

The one that looks exactly like the brother when i first saw her.

The girl that would imitate characters from little britain.

"Fat Fighters.....Im a laaaddyyy.." aaha

DAN!

Without you everything feels odd. like somethings missing.

So please meet soon k. ALL OF US.

BBQ CHICKEN WING PARTY AT MY ROOFTOP :)

I MISS YOU. EVERYONE OF YOU.

AND I LOVE YOU ALL <3

2011-09-15T22:14:00.002+08:00

Hi its been way too long.

life hasn't changed much.

I'm still in love with the boy i met on 16/04/09.

well in fact more than before.

He's been the sweetest thing.

Yes, there are bad times.

But there are good times too.

We've been together for 2 and half years and counting.

its been amazingly amazing.

i love you hon.

yes as cheesy as it gets.

i love you more than anything.

like the very first day i said those words to you.

please.

Don't make me leave you.

Moving on,

Life and life itself i mean..myself

it hasnt been good....

I'm trying...

& i really need a change,

NEW

2011-04-13T04:37:00.003+08:00

Hi, im back for now.

So much have changed.

I'm 21 now

& im happily attached to a 2 year relationship with my boyfriend mr jeremy kiew

and i hope it'll go beyond that.

I graduated from school.

NOW WHAT?

2009-10-03T22:07:00.003+08:00

okay. im trying out tumblr.

wah can just post from mac desktop.

AWESOME.

not just that they let me choose

HELVETICA! OR ARIAL/ARIAL BLACK.

AND I LOVE THE DESIGN!

iwasthequeen.tumblr.com

still figuring. lol

2009-10-03T03:18:00.002+08:00

OMG.

I'm actually blogging.

School will be starting in another 2 weeks.

I am so not looking forward to school.

All the new modules don't seem to be easy.

YES. i got into marketing.

even thou i actually hope they wont give me my first choice so i can learn some french.

but oh well.....

SCHOOL = STREESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

I AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO SCHOOL.

HOLIDAYS SHOULD EXTEND.

SWINE FLU AGAIN!? PLS?

I NEED ALLOWANCE/JOB

/ NEW /SHOES/CLOTHES/LENS/CAMERA/SPEEDLITE/

I WANT MY OWN BEDROOM/STUDIO (SHOIK)/BED/CAR/TV/DESKTOP/KITCHEN/FRIDGE FULL OF EVERYTHING I NEED TO COOK EVERYTHING I WANT/SWIMMING POOL/MORE CLOTHES/MORE SHOES/CAT/CAT/CAT/CAT/BE PAID TO DO WHAT I WANT TO DO/

wow.

I WANT TO/BAKE MY OWN MODIFIED APPLECRUMBLE+CHEESE CAKE/FRUIT TARTS/COOK FOR FRIENDS/FAMILY/BOYFRIEND/WATCH 500 DAYS OF SUMMER//WATCH JULIE&JULIA/MY HOLIDAYS TO EXTEND/SHOP/LEARN MORE RECIPES/

that was fun.

2009-07-11T01:26:00.002+08:00

WTF.

IM LIKE DAMN BITCHY NOW.

COCKSUCKINGMOTHERFUCKER.

YOU YES YOU.

HAHA.

ANYWAY,

school started,

STREESSSSSSS!

I hope my band would be nice :s

NOT JUST THAT.

IM LOSING IT.

i suck at motion design.

i love prints.

why am i in motion graphics!?

AIM:

LEARN HOW TO DRAW DIGITALLY AND COLOUR.

2009-06-19T02:01:00.001+08:00

I WANT. SOON SOON.

but who!? where!?

2009-05-31T00:50:00.005+08:00

OKAY.

TML WILL BE THE DAY.

EXCITING ONLY.

I WANNA SEE EVERYONE'S REACTION

ESP MY PARENTS.

DAMNNN.

ANYWAY,

TODAY.

WOKE UP EARLY IN THE MORNING.

MET EVERYONE AND GOT TO PINYI SEC.

WOW.

THE CROWD WAS SO SAD AT FIRST.

LUCKILY IT BECAME BTR.

ANNNYYWAYY.

U GUYS WERE AWEESSSOMMMMMEEEEEE!

SEXXY.

AHAHAHAHAH

MONDAY IS NEARING.

SO SAD.

ITS LIKE TML.

I WILL MISS U LIKE CRAZZZY.

HOLIDAYS COME QUICK PLS

PLS.

URE SUCHA COCKSUCKINGMOTHERFUCKER.

I SWEAR U ARE.

GRR.

2009-05-25T23:41:00.008+08:00

SHAVESAHAVESHAVE STRESS AH.

2009-05-23T00:22:00.004+08:00

BORED.

ANYWAY,

WOW.

IM BLOGGING.

AND I LOVE CAPS.

MY PROJECT WAS LIKE SCREWED UP BIG TIME.

BACK TO SQUARE ONE.

DIE LIAO LO.

AND THE LIGHTNING BOLT I ORDERED FROM ISPYWITHMYLILEYE WENT MISSING.

AS IN I LOST IT.

AGAIN.

GREAT.

I REPLACED IT WITH A NEW SET OF CHARMS THAT I HAVE.

AMANDA GAVE ME THE SPARROW. HEH

WAHH WHEN IM BORED WITH MY HAIR.

I'M SO GONNA DO THIS.

SHAVE AHHH.

I CANT WAIT FOR MY HOLIDAYS MAN.

2 WEEKS MORE.

THEN =

SENTOSAAAAAAA GAGAGAGAAAHH.

ILY.

TTYL BITCHES.

2009-05-11T22:56:00.002+08:00

wow. was using my account to upload this.

NYP's internet screw up.

uploaded into someone's else account.

damn.

anyway.

here is my superhard work :D

NOT PORN K mr eric thinks its more like pornographic voyage. LOL

2009-05-05T22:48:00.003+08:00

My attempt on pop art.

black and white thou. lol

TADAH.

CHANEL.

AGYNESS.

my very first attempt in fashion illustration.

too messy right. :s

2009-05-05T17:35:00.000+08:00

SHAVE AGAIN.

KNN.

I'm like damn bitchy now.

like wtf la.

you you cocksuckingmotherfucker.

2009-05-05T13:44:00.004+08:00

I will never trust u again.

You! not you.

you're such a liar.

I cant believe i believe in you so much.

yes you.

you'll figure it out.

2009-04-28T13:59:00.003+08:00

sch is really killing me.

Tons of ASSSSSSignments.

and its damn dry.

ive got so much things to say.

but i suck with words.

yes. i am avoiding.

cus i am scared.

cus whatever that ive heard is just too much.

everyone's born flawed.

but seems like ure always perfect im not.

well i dont blame you.

i nvr did.

uve got everyone else.

like the past.

like b. aha gg.

and im here with someone else.

which you nvr thought i would.

since when ...things are over when nothing started?

dont you assume.

dont you judge me.

im not afraid to let people know.

cus the first thing i told was him.

u scare me off.

from telling you how i feel.

about anything.

everything.

cus its nvr right to you.

which got us here.

its nvr gonna stop.

or will it?

cus ure just gonna shoot me down again.

maybe i changed.

but our problems nvr changed.

now tell me what.

who is saying what now.

who is saying what to who now.

and who is telling me now?

2009-04-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

olsen!!!

2009-04-15T00:00:00.006+08:00

WAHLAO.

if only i have a sugar daddy or like i am filthy rich.

im in love..

in love with CHANEL.

everything they have.

damn nice ah.

esp one of their new collection.

cant find the exact picture thou :(

dream bagssssss!jkfs

black white and HOTPINK what more !?

damn cute!

ahahah hot

2009-03-24T02:28:00.006+08:00

SOOOOOOO.

22/3/09, sunday

Went on a photography trip around singapore.

went here and there and there and here. lol

ONE WORD fun ah. shiok.

im not gonna upload my pics yet.

damn lazy.

here are some from angeline's camera.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=66890&id=683409043

or i'll prbly upload the next post :D

we played with two flashes/speedlite or wtvr to do a cross lighting kinda thing.

and oh we got our transmitter and 2 receivers :D

and mmm the outcome was alriighht. have to try it out a liiill bit more.

ANYWAY.

23/3/09, monday

Went to school for orientation OGL briefing.

ITS FREAKING BORING.

BORING.BORING BOOOORRIINNG.

after that boring piece of shiiitt.

i went to angeline's place :D

we planned to cook dinner for ourselves.

went to shop n save to buy some ingredients..

steak! my fav parsley, potatoes,mixed vegetables,olive oil..and stuff.

we marinated the steak,put it in the fridge.

i start to cook my aglio olio!

mmm add lotsa parsley,chili padi....all

mmmm.shoik

angeline tried her cheesy potato with mixed veges.

mmmm. nice lo. but damn fattening. starch and cheese what more.

THEN COMES THE STEAK.

sizzling hot steak.

FINAL OUTCOME.

"OUR HOME-MADE SUPER AWESOME SUPER AMAZING AGLIO OLIO, CHEESY POTATO,STEAK DINNER SET!!! "

PRICELESS. i meant not literally but yeahh priceless...okay wtvr. HAHA.

THEN NOT OVER YET.

supper.

went Dempsey hill for BJ!

ben&jerry's

ordered the singapore wtvr wtvr thing.

6 scoops of icecreammmmmmmmmm.

strawberry cheesecake.

choco fudge

and alot more i cant rmb.

CANNOT FINISH AHH.

NOT OVER YET.

went to another restaurant, Margaritas

if im not wrong its mexican food.

we had something that looks like tortilla wrap thing.

beef and pork

i have no idea whats tht.

and that this other thing on a nacho chip?

damn shoik :DD

AND OF COURSE.

for the drinks.

benson " u look like u can drink..i help u order something stronger.."

RIGHT.

so he ordered bombay margarita for me.

it has like a very lemonade kinda taste with salt on the rim of the glass and a piece of lime.

and can taste a lil alcohol. well mixed :D.

The salt is supposed make the drink less dry cus some ppl find it dry.

but i prefer w/o salt. honestly.

angeline got tequila sunrise. very mango-ish.

very sweet and nice :D

and angeline's sis got strawberry margarita. taste very very fruitty. sweet fruity. cant really taste the alcohol at all.

the only decent pic we took.

too bad we din take the pics of the food or drinks :(

ALL THE DRINKS AND FOOD WERE SUPER AWESOME.

THE BEEF SO SOFT AND TENDER.

THE DRINKS AH.

im a bad drinker ah.

my blood rush to my brain fast.

and will send msgs to parts of me tht arent good. mmm get what i mean.

BAD. thts what benson say. so yeah. uh oh.

MUST TRAIN :D

ahaha.

yeaahhh sooooo

the day doesnt end there.

went east coast for a walk.

cus my face was too red to go home.

i'll prbly be killed.

Stayed there for a while,looking at stars,cockroaches,rats.

lol.

HOME :D

awesome 2 days!!!

more to come i hope <3

2009-03-21T03:35:00.004+08:00

MY DREAM GUY.

AARRRROOONNN GG.

OKAY I KNOW.

BUT HE'S FUCKING HOT.

ARTSY.

VERY ARTSY.

VERY HOT.

LONG HAIR.

HARLEY.

ROMANTIC.

CHCKRD TOP!!!!

AHH. HOT LA K.

AND SPECS.

guys with specs.

just something about them ...

sooooo hot lo.

and i always wanted to wear specs since young.

AND GUESS WHAT.

I "CHEATED" sort of during health check.

i read the wrong numbers on purpose so that i could get myself

to wear specs......with perfect eye sight.

i know.

dumb.

sooo when will i meet my aaron!? or seth or daniel humphrey!?

my cat he's hot too.

ANYWAY.

I received an saying im confirmed.

ONLY 40 OGLS ARE SELECTED.

JUL,MATHAN,ZUBY are not :(

WHYWHYWHYWHYW THEY ARE LIKE THE MOST FUN PPL IN THE WHOLE MGBD.

...IM ALONE.

AS IN. NOT ALONE LITERALLY .

BUT ALONE. U KNOW.

NEHHVVERRMIND.

SIAN.

sigh.

and i named julia's baby hamster

kumar-black

britney-blonde.

AHA.

end.

2009-03-19T03:36:00.003+08:00

(ohohoho spot my cat)

laze around the bed till 5 plus.

flufluflyflu.

and ate guiling gao.

highlights of the day.

HAHA. INTERESTING EH.

...

right.

2009-03-18T05:01:00.004+08:00

ALRIGHT GUYS.

I CANT BELIEVE IM DOING THIS BUT YEAAAHHH.

THIS IS MY SUPER FUGLY CHEEEEENNA FACE W/O MAKE UP.

READDYY???

I WILL DIE W/O MAKE UP.

HOW.

2009-03-17T02:07:00.001+08:00

Comparisons are easily done

Once you've had a taste of perfection

Like an apple hanging from a tree

I picked the ripest one

I still got the seed

2009-03-10T20:52:00.005+08:00

YEAR1 IS OVER.

Studio project is finally done and over with.

couldn't have done it without with my group :D

soo. yea. now.

YEAR2.

anyyyways..

10th march 2009

THINGS I DID FOR TODAY:

-clean cat poo.

-feed dogs

-wash clothes

-hang clothes

-fold clothes

-eat maggie fish and chips.

-blog

-msn

-draw

My version of twiggy.

she's like skinnier older. aha

2009-02-10T02:17:00.001+08:00

My latest project.

volkswagen ad.

fullly 3d.

killer.

enjoy.

(will upload my old vids soon)

2009-01-31T03:03:00.000+08:00

IM 19 NOW GUYS.

O. M. G.

LIKE OOOH MY GOD.

19.

THTS LIKE SOOO FREAKINNNNG OLD.

LOL

ohh thankyouu soo muchh for the presents..!!

surprises..!!!

:D:D:D

AND WTHWTHWTH

PROJECTS KILLING ME.

AND I GOT 2 HUGE HIDEOUS PIMPLE.

ONE IN THE MIDDLE BELOW MY NOSE.

ONE DIRECTLY ACROSS/OPP MY MOLE.

Have not been eating well.

its either i eat ALOT.

like ALOT.

or like

very little.

as little as just a sandwich for the whole day.

and if i were to go home and eat late at night.

i puke.

GAH.

and deeerrrr..

MY SIS BOUGHT WII !!

shoik.

ahaha.

k bye.

2009-01-07T15:21:00.000+08:00

with words i cant verbalise.

i am happy today. so i bang-ed.

2008-12-24T01:27:00.000+08:00

21st december 2008

I GOT A NEW HANDSOME HOT/ SUPER CUTE BOYFRIEND/PLAYMATE

(ahahah sounds wrong.)

HEHEHEHEEHEHEHE.

NAMMMMEEE

had a MANY options to choose from:

milo

puma

sneakers

felix

horlicks

peanut

cheesefries

frenchfries

bigmac

cheeseburger

SETH

kopi-o

mocha

rusty

tom

mayo

muffin

AND I PICKED..

name:horlicks

sex:male

breed: local

AHAHAHA

my new found love.

looooovvvveeee <3<3<3

he's damn hot kay.

we're no here

2008-12-21T22:14:00.001+08:00

AHAHAAHAHAH WAHH THIS SHOULD BE FUN!

HURRRHURRRHURRRRRRRRR. THANKSUH JAM AND PEANUT BUTTER.

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Random firl-late of pier HUH?

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Translating the name-saosin !?

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
what doesnt kill you- the red shore HUH?

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Spaceman- the killers WAHHH WHAT SIA..ahahahahahahahaha!

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
say hello to the angels- interpol AAHHAHAHAHHAAHAH WAH I SOUND DUMB CAN. SPACEMAN ANGELS.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
lonely lonely- feist no leh.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
restless soul full- studio cutz music library LOL FROM SCHOOL SIA.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
hurricanes- pull tiger tail HUH? i dont

HAAHAHA WHAT IS 2+2?
Donner party of five- drop dead gorgeous LOL

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Brand new car- uffie HUH?? AHAHAH
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
tomorrow comes today- gorillaz ?????

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
fuck the police- rage against the machine AHAHHAHAAHAHAH WAHH I LIKE.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
girl inform me- the shins huh?? u tell me.
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
the bright side of suffering -scary kids scaring kids WAHH SIA WAHHH WAHH AHAHAHAHA IM AMAZED.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
introduce facts for the sake of fiction-play radio play wahh i sound smart.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
calender girls-star wahh i love this song!

OK!WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
you have been loved-sia EHHH SCARY SHIT LA MOTHERFUCKS. EWWW.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
great expectations- shy child

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Evil-interpol EHH NO HOOR NO HOORRR NO ME HOORRR ITS ITUNES...:S AHAHAHAHHAA AWESOMENESSSS

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
waiting for the rapture-oasis

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
higher ground- the kooks LOLOLOL

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

Starálfurs- sigur ros lol ?

THE DAY MY HEART SWINGS.WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
stay-lisa loeb

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
heartache every moment- him LOLOLOLOLOL what siol

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
ready to meet him-dmx EEEEEEEEEEYYYYYERRRRRRRRRR AND THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I HEARD THIS SONG.

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
noise and kisses-the used no lehhh i like both.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Highway to hell-acdc HUH? IS THT A GOOD THING OR A BAD THING?

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE
it beats me every time- peter bjorn and john LOL wow tht answers it.
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
END-second hand serenade AAHAHAHAH WHAT SIA.
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
we're no here- mogwai awesomeshits. AAHAHAHA

taggggg

angel

julia

mathan

daniel

mia

anyone tht reads this.

2008-12-08T02:47:00.000+08:00

LIKE FUN SIOL.
ZULIUH.

1. explain your relationship status:
it's complicated with JULIA LIM.

eh explain what sia?

i erm i errr i have boyfriend and his name is niki.

i love him he love me.

but then i dont mind having a hot lesbian gf like shane "droolls"

AHAHAHAHAHA

if i see someone like her i'll ask..

hey

im huiyi

are u single?

are u gay?

AHAHAHAHA.

kidding la cheesefries/bigmac/coldcuttrio/honeymustard/chili sauce/tomato sauce LOL

2. name a lyric from the last song you listened to:

ARE WE HUMANS? OR ARE WE DANCERRSSSSSS...

MY SIGN IS VITAL...LALALLALA

human-the killers

3. what did you wear today?

topshop top and mango pants

4. do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
NOPE. PERRRRFECT EYESIGHT DAYEEE.

5. how many windows are open on your computer?
windows? 2 or u meant tabs? then mayb 4 uh?

sia la..confused.

6. what are you doing after this?
Edit my rebel video. SIAN 1/2 LOL

7. where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
now? or just now?

topshop and mango?

now pe tee -hillgrove bookshop

and cotton on pjs-pants nia.

8. do you like to cuddle?
LIKEIKELIKELIKELIKELIKELIKE!

9. which one of your cousins is closest to you in age?
mmm mmm err zoe? 18?

10. do you like someone? does his/her name start with A, B, D, K, M, C, or J?
ANGELINE,BOBBY,DICKY,KATIE,MICKEY,CHICKY,JULIA

11. do you like hugs?
MMMMMMHMMMMMMMMMM I LIKEEEEEEEE.........

12. are you a loud person?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA OF CUS LA DAYE.
13. look to your left, what do you see?
sofa

14. what is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
dont need to do work

15. would your parents be mad if you came home smashed?
HUH? SMASHED?

why would i be smashed?

huh???????

16. have you ever had a crush on your siblings friend?
ahahahahahahah HAVE HAVE.

17. does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?
not really.

18. do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
idk.

19. is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly every thing about you?
yeah.

20. who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?
errr niki?

21. how often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
huh?

like errr ermm ehh erg ehh eeeerr urmmmmmm ehhh nvm.

22. last serious hug?
like how serious is serious hug?

like seriously serious or just serious?

ok maybe seriously serious just now

then not serious after a while..

okay i dont understand.

23. would you ever dye your hair blonde?
OOOMMMMGGGG. OMG.

AHAHAH WHYYYY NOT?

LOL

blonde with black streaks

or just blonde streaks.

or whole thing blonde uh.

niki's gonna kill me.

24. is something bothering you?
er?
25. has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
mmmmmmmmm no.

26. do you believe that you can change for someone?
yes.

27. what time woke you up this morning?
12pm?

28. would you go back in time to change something?
YEA IF ONLY ITS POSSIBLE. then prbly somethings wont happen and things will be diff by now.

29. is it hard leaving people behind?
yeahh.....

30. what are you excited for?
HOLIDAYYSSSSSS =PARTY=WOOOOOOOO

31. who was the last missed call from?
sister. i dont wanna answer.

32. what was the last thing you spent your money on?
mmm transport?

33. is there one song that reminds you of the whole summer?
when is summer uh? ahahahahhaahahahaa

34. what are you doing right now?
duhhhhh.

35. can you handle the truth?

yes no maybe

36. how's your life lately?

tiring.

37. when's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
this morning i took 6 bucks from my mum;s bag w/o telling her.

38. do you hate being alone?
yes.

39. where were you last night?
CHUNKFEST/MUD FEST

40. last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?
coke.

41. think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
them?

yea?

42. when did you first get Myspace?
like sec3 or 4?
43. are you drifting away from any friends?
yea idk i think so.

44. what are you listening to?
neon tiger-the killers
45. what are you doing tonight?
edit vid.

46. does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?

bigmac cheeseburger.

47. are you wearing socks?
no

48. do you have anything in your pockets right now?
no

49. who's your last text from?
honeymustard

50. are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
ask first la.

51. ever kissed someone who smokes?
yea ex.

52. someone on your mind right now?
yea. alot sia.

53. would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
ehhh no.

54. who was the last person to sit on your bed?
sister?

55. where were you at 2:02 this morning?
bro's room

56. did you go to sleep last night smiling?
ehh cannot rmb.

57. anyone told you a secret this week?
mmm no? wahlao sian.

58. when was the last time you bought something?
like ysdy? this freaking nice scarf from club marc issit how u spell it.

59. do you play an instrument?
no tried. learning.
60. what's your favourite number? list down the people you would like to sabo according to you favourite number.
5

wahlao julia do alrdy.

angeline do alrdy

jiamin

ame

mathan

mia

jasper

tsuhaw

wow more than 5 .

but i doubt any will do. :(

2008-11-08T02:44:00.001+08:00

WELL WELL WELL.

do i really look like belinda leee??

lets make some comparison uh.

in conclusion.

WHERE GOT.

2008-11-04T23:43:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH

IM IN FREAKING ADDICTED TO 90210 BEVERLY HILLS!!!

SILVER IS SO HOT.

I SO LOVE HER STYLE.

THE HOT PINK.

WHICH IS MY FAVVV COLOUR!!!

GAHHH.

THE FEATHERS.

THE LONG SHIRTS.

THE HEADBANDS.

THE EVERYTHING ABOUT HER.

SO HOT.

GAHH.

AHHHH ETHAN.

SILVER HOTTER.

THE BROTHER SPOILER.

TSK.

OC STILL THE BEST THOU.

AAHAA.

2008-10-27T02:21:00.000+08:00

updateZxzXZz.

lol.

2nd week of sch.

i hate 3d class.

AND HOW MANY MORE PEOPLE WANNA SAY I LOOK LIKE MALAY.

AKU CINA. CINA LA DAYE. AKU TAK BULEH CHAKUP MALAYU.

(sorry if i were to spell anything wrongly,tht proves im chinese!!!)

CHINESE CHINESE.

i am not malay.

i am not 20 year old.

I AM A FREAKING 18 YEAR OLD CHINESE GIRL.

YES STILL STUDYING.

AND NO IM NOT INTERESTED IN YOUR POLICEMAN SON.

OR YOUR NTU SON.

THANKYOU. taxi uncle.

then

malaystore aunty

yes i can hold my plate properly.

please speak to me in english.

julia's mum.

sian. really damn sian one.

i knew it once she start speaking in english.

ahahah.

maybe some may also think i minah.

mat's favorite.

eww...ehhhhhhhhhhk.

okay i try FAKE tudong kay.

(sorry if this offends anyone...IM REALLY SORRY. I GIVE FULL RESPECT,just experimenting)

anyway. got new proj.

erm i can really relate to this.

yes.

poem by charles bukowski.

THE UNBLINKING GREIF.

the last cigarettes are smoked, the loaves are sliced,

and lest this be taken for wry sorrow,

drown the spider in wine.

you are much more simply dead:

i am a dish for your ashes,

i am a fist for your vanished air.

the most terrible thing about life

is finding it gone.

by charles bukowski

go figure,took some time.

THEN MUM'S BDAY.

25TH OCT 2008
Went to have dinner at some restaurant.
i love the food. so nice.
anyway.
sis bought a diamond pendent.
RICH LO. PPL RICH LO.
then sis told dad to buy something.
DAD'S FREAKING CUTTTEEE LA.
HE BOUGHT!!! FOR THE FIRST TIME.
HE FREAKING SHY WHEN HE PASS TO MY SIS TO KEEP.
HE SAID " EHHHH KEEP THIS KEEP THIS.. LATER U GIVE MAMA"

HIS FACE FREAKING CUTE LAAARRRHHHH.
LIKE SSSSHHHHHYY PS.

AAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
i CANNOT TAHAN SIAA... AHAHAHAHA
so had dinner. then open presenttt..

GUESS WHAT MY DAD BUY!?

HE BOUGHT A FREAKING DIAMOND NECKLACE FOR LIKE 1.3++K
WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHFDSLFJSKFJDSKFLSFDJ SL.
WAHLAO
I WANT LEH. THE MONEY.
but verrrrrryyy nice la.
my dad so sweeeeetttttt.
MY MUM FREAKING TOUCHED.CUS GOT TWO DIAMOND NECKLACE SHOIK OR WHAT.
OKAY I KNW. SORRY I NO MONEY NVR BUY ANYTHING.
sis's bf went. bro's gf went.
where my one!?
yes sis ask me bring niki.
SIAOOO MUM MIGHT KILL ME.
SHE STILL DONT KNOW YET.
WEIRD LA. EVERYTIME I WANNA TELL MY MUM.
MAAAAAAA ERR MAAA I HHHAAVE A AAA AAAARRCKK.
STUCK IN MY THROAT.
WILL CHOKE TO DEATH AND DIE.

SORRYYY CHICKEN NUGGET/DONUT/CHEESEFRIES/HONEY MUSTARD/CHIPOTLE SOUTHWEST/COLD CUT TRIO/SUBWAY CLUB/PIZZA SUB/CHILI SAUCE/TOMATO SAUCE/BBQ SAUCE/MAYONNAISE. LOLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

need more time kay.

BOLD-ME

ITALICS-NIKI

"EHHH WEI WHAT WILL YOU BUY ME IF IM 49 YEARS OLD LIKE MY MUM?"

"IF YOU'RE FAT LIKE BIG,I WILL GET U SOME SLIMMING MEMBERSHIP THING."

WHAT SIA.

"THEN IF IM NOT?"

"I DONT WANT DIAMOND NECKLACE.."

"I BUY U SHOPPING VOUCHER FOR SHOPPING SPREE"

"WAHHHHH!!!!" happy already.

MIGHT AS WELL GIVE ME MONEY.

"BRING YOU TO PARIS.."

"WHY NOT BUY ME STRAIGHT TICKETS TO PARIS OR SMTHK,

LIKE HONEY HERE YOU GO..TWO TICKETS TO PARIS..

PACK YOUR BAGS NOW..WE'RE LEAVING IN AN HOURS TIME.."

SSSSSCCCCCRRREAAAAMMMSSS AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I WILL SOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOVE YOU.

HINTTT UH.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

"THEN WE MUST BE RICH"

"YEA LA WE MUST BE RICH"

"OKAY LO, SET UP A JAMMING STUDIO OR SOMETHING.

YOU MANAGE. YOU CAN ALSO TEACH DRUMS.

I WORK AS AN ADVERTISER.

WOO. LIKE JULIANA."

AHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.

OKAY im ending off here.
i wanna learn drums lehh.
i wanna stop playing that gay song.
i wanna learn something more man can pls.
pls.
AHAH.
k lah.

xoxoXOXOxoxoOXxoXOxOXXO

(nacho libre style)
(will update photos soon)

2008-10-19T00:06:00.000+08:00

OKAY IM BACK AND ALIVE.

last saturday,

angel dyed my hair.

1 BOX NOT ENOUGH.

i only dyed half my head.

now its like half red half brown half black. wth

seee...

TUESDAY

back to sch=hell.

first day of sch,

stepped into class or rather outside class.

wahh everybody have new hair or new look.

blonde hair, straight hair..

anyway first day sucked cus it ended at 6 not 4!

THEY FUCKING CHANGE THE TIME TABLE KAY.

now sch end at 6 on tues too :(. fuck.

sooo first day of sch basically 3d lessonsucked.

confusing.

studio practice= wandering around sch sketching.

then sch ended.

met tsu haw at vivo.

Bought his cap.

i got refunds from giant. cus i bought a non working hardisk.

the person tried all the hardisk tht says "runs on mac" on my mac

when it doesnt. fuck. cheat money!!

alright pics from first day of sch..

2nd day of sch.

wednesday.

shoik. AFTER class damn shoik.

11am end.

Went julia's place.

cooked maggie noodles, sausages, cream of chicken.

UUGGH NICE.

JULIA I LOVE YOUR HAMSTER!

SO SOFT ONE.

AND ITS BLONDE.

I LIKE LAAAAARH.

I CAN LIKE RUB IT ON MY FACE.

AND YOUR MASSAGE CHAIR FEELS SO REAL.

AS IN FEELS LIKE SOMEONE IS REALLY MASSAGING YOUR BACK.

EWW.

then then went town with sis.

shopped,subway,cabbed home.

ALL SHE PAY WOOOO.

picxXzZ lol.

THURSDAY

SCH BORING LIKE SHIT. LIKE SHIT LIKE SHIT LIKE SHIT.

then then.

went to watch motley crue with niki.

ahaha WELL WE DIN HAD TICKETS.

I DONT GET IT WHY HE DIN WANNA BUY WHEN HIS DAD

GAVE HIM MONEY. WHY WHYWHYWHWY.

then last min wanna spend his own 320bucks for two tickets.

but but lucky i found somewhere CAN SEE WHOLE STAGE KAY.

SHOIK LO. free somemore can see can here.

then some random girl beside me said.

HUH THAT DRUMMER'S NAME IS TOMMY LEE.

WHY TOMMY LEEEEEE? WHY LEEE UH?

i replied to niki.

he chinese la.

partially singaporean mixed.

lol. wtf.

FRIDAY

same thing.

sch boring like shit.

MR YT SAID IM FUCKING BLONDE.

UGRRKK INSULTING LAAARHH.

okay then it was advertising concept class.

my lecturer gave out...

YES CONDOM. observe carefully.

ITS FAKE LA.

AS IN THE PACKAGING IS FAKE.

THE CONDOM IS REAL BUT CHEAP ONE.

BETTER DONT USE.

ITS EARTHTREE NOT DUREX.

ITS PART OF A ADVERTISING PLAN.

BUT THE WHOLE PACKAGE LOOK EXACTLY THE SAME.

if u look carefully instead of extra safe or extra sensitive or wtvr..

its replaced with motion graphics,editing,studio,branding..dadada.

BRANDING

:EARTHTREE CAN INTENSIFY STIMULATION WHERE YOUR PARTNER NEEDS IT MOST!!! we've branded MTV asia on air and GV cinemas.

DUPLICATION

:THERE'S NO POINT LYING ABOUT YOUR SIZE,

OKAY ITS A SMALL ONE.

BUT WE CAN HANDLE SMALL

last min runs of digi beta to digi beta to dvcam at a price...blahblah

CUTE LAAA

thennn visited mathan after sch.

he just had his operation the day bfore.

poor boy.

GET WELL SOON KAY.

COME BACK SCH QUICK.

SCH SUCK BAD W/O U.

I NO PARTNER :(

THE WHOLE GANG MISSES U UH.

COME BACK SCH I HELP U. QUICK QUICK

GET WELL SOON!

SATURDAY

went town with niki.

then met the whole gang again.

had subway again :D

then chamberrrr shoik.

me jiams ame picked body 19.

AHAHAA THAI HORROR MOVIE.

STUPID CAN.

NOT SCARY LA.

WTF.

i really thought it'll be cus its THAI.

stupid movie.

SUNDAY MONDAY.

2 MORE DAYS BACK TO HELL.

UGRK.

2008-10-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOO.

Just saw my timetable for next sem.

SHIOKSHOIKSHOIKSHOIK!!!!!

kinda.

MONDAY NO SCH!!!

BUT WED 8AM! WHICH EQUALS -I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 530 OR 6 THE LASTEST.

BUTBUTBUT, WED ENDS AT 11AM

WOOHOO.

SCH'S STARRRTTTTIINNNG.

tml's photography class.

kinda excited.

kinda not.

cus mia and julia not around :(

and i need to dye my hair.

dark copper red again i guess.

2008-10-04T02:29:00.000+08:00

I JUST FOUND AN AWESOME SHOW.

but i cant seem to get to watch full eps from youtube.

GREEEEEEKKKKKK. WOOO.

2008-09-21T02:35:00.000+08:00

DARK COPPER RED WITH ENDS DARKER SHADE.

BLACK BACK TO NORMAL!

BLONDE.

DAMN FAKE LA. AHAHAHAHA.

AHAHA.

okay srsly.

i want a new hair colour.

so i photoshopped for fun!

freaking funny la.

2008-09-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

wooo. finally found the perfect cap i want.

49 dollars.

omg.

10% discount.

plus extra 5%

40 bucks.

next up.

bag.

saw a volcom one.

very nicceeee.

maaayyb im getting it.

or maybe eastpak with leather bottom.

but stilll....

most impt.

my 400d!!!!

2008-09-19T00:29:00.000+08:00

Sup people check out my new hair!!!!

i was damn borreeddd...

Impersonation of THEEBAN!

Impersonation of ARI!

impersonation of WEELOON!

Impersonation of QUEEN AMIDALA GONE WRONG!

2008-09-18T16:16:00.001+08:00

im freaking booreed.
traced another one.
summmmmmmeeerrr!!

2008-09-18T16:16:00.000+08:00

mmhmm.
im stuck in the office with my mum.
IN LIMCHUKANG.
packed like idk how many packs of cash.

and i did this :D
photoshopped

k bye.

2008-09-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

okkaaay.

spent hrs tracing using illustrator

and taaddaahh. designs i came up for niki's band :D

alriiggghhttt for my results..

okayy bye. aha

2008-09-15T23:26:00.000+08:00

okay. im blogging again. :D

im totally broke and i feel like crying for the first time.

$1-bank

$10-wallet

$0-ezlink

wtf.

anywayyyyy.

this was what happened on saturday,sunday and today.

saturday 13th sep 2008

Woke up around 12pm.

Took an hour trip long bus to vivo.

brought my sketch book along so i wont be bored on the bus..and i drew stufffs.

Met niki at vivo.

wanted to catch a movie.

so we decided to watch the days.

the movie was quite alright.

basically its about the life of a typical BENG/LIAN.

before the movie actually started we had plenty of time..

walked around.

sat down.

and i asked him to draw something on my sketchbook!!!

AHAHA. soo here are the sketches for the day..

By niki

(this is what he'll look like in 100 yrs time. lol)

By me and him

(and this is what i'll look like in 100 yrs time. lol minus the cigg :D)

By me

pictures from that day :D

Sunday 14th sept 2008

went to niki's place.

his bandmates was around doing some recording for their song lynette.

sat around listened to them play/sing.

did some sketching again :D

after everything. all of us went bishan for longjohns.mmm

AHA. then son (is this how u spell his name lol)

said something

EH JUDGEMENT DAY COMING.

and then uh. you know..

thr is this blue cat which was given birth.

and it'll speak to certain humans only.

then someone shouted DORAEMON la.

ahaha wtf. wtf. wtf.

judgement day has no link to tht la..!!!

mmm no photos for the day. but only 2 sketches :D

Monday 15th sept 2008

Met angeline to collect digi cam at casio.

went mount e after tht to help buy some medicine for her relatives in indo.

then SAKAE.

frreakkiinggg full.

and i paid only 12 bucks.

THANKS UH ANGELINE. ily.

thhheenn..walked around town.

went to meet weeloon at his work place.

and saw liling thr and his friend yy? or something..cant rmb his name :x

walked around fareast.

SAW A BAG FROM ZOOYORK :D

909090909090bucks. :(

broke.

i need money mummmmmmmmmmmyyy.

and i have a pimple tht looks like a snakebite piercing LOL.

(look ,i knw my eyes like steam...but look my pimple)

2008-09-12T21:28:00.000+08:00

im freaking bored!!!!!!! and i drew this. guess who.

2008-09-12T18:15:00.000+08:00

cohen.

fdjskdsljs ahhh.

OCOCOCOCOCOC.

okay.

1 more month of holidays.

planning to work for my mum.

get some $$$

i need new clothes.

i feel like getting a denim jacket!

or a black leather one like arzhar!

or a hoodie with printed designs!

and i need a bag.

backpack bag.

a hotpink hairband. i love hotpink..kfsj!

and a need a cap

if not i need to do something about my hair.

(which equals another 200 bucks)

sch starts at 8 on tuesdays.

i'll die doing my hair in the morning.

takes like half and hr just to tidy it!

andand.

i want to get an 400d.

or erzuandys good deal.

(700 bucks)

everything needs money.

and i have only like 1 buck in my bank.

SAVE ME.

2008-08-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg.

i've wanted a kitten since.....

i loooveee kittens/cats

soooo

i got a new kitten!!!!!

i saw it near 7 eleven and just took it and ran home!!!

everyone's still wondering if it's a female or male!

female- felix or amber or angel or angeline. Ahahahaah!

male- devil or bob or bobby or juniorr?? aahhahaha!

wanna see seee seee!

i lovvveeee ittt to deeeaaaatthhh!!!

2008-07-28T00:41:00.000+08:00

INNER LANDSCAPE.

Inside body mutation is the salvation of soul.

Different visual treatments for my styleframes.

picked the final one and worked on it.

Synopsis

Evil on the inside.

Surrounded by Christ.

Tormented his subconscious mind.

Through out his struggle, he mutates into his true evil self.

While struggling, the devils reached out to save him.

To bring him somewhere that he belongs.

He never felt as happy and powerful than before.

And my final improved storyboard/style after five fucking weeks.

Next up..

Demo reel

Vodka research

Digital painting. fdsklfjds !!!

GOD CREATION, HUMAN DISTRUCTION

2008-07-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

GOD CREATION, HUMAN DESTRUCTION